it ended already. just like that. 13 months. seriously? ganun lang lahat lahat yun? 

paano kung.. hindi ka na kinikilig sa kanya? paano kung.. hindi na kayo katulad ng dati? paano kung.. you’re willing to try a little harder pero siya parang hindi naman na? paano kung.. hindi ka na masaya? paano? why does it have to be this hard?

caliraya, february 22 to 23, 2012, anniversary trip :)

today. tonight. exact day. exact time. was our first date. it’s been a year already. sobrang bilis lang. this time last year was super different, ganon ba talaga? hindi ba pwedeng ulitin uli yun? pag nakakailang taon na wala ng ganon? (me being cheesy, remembering everything, every details. him, deadma to death) i was expecting na lalabas kame, i mean i told him this, “i-date mo naman ako bukas, tomorrow exact date last year was our first date babe” he’s like “really?” ganon lang. well, ganon siya e. personality niya yun. so what to do? i’m here at home, writing this. he’s out with his friends, drinking. like seriously? he has time to see his friends, and he’s too busy to see me. ganon ba talaga? pag tumatagal nagiging ganyan? things has changed and so as he. :(